iifaa's

The Final Countdown

2009-08-16T09:24:00.000-07:00

Hello lovelies
I've moved
Check me out
iifaaloves.elljay
relink please thank you.

love,
iifaa♥

On Leave

2009-07-16T05:09:00.000-07:00

i'm on MC today. for the first time this year. must i be proud of it? i don't know.
well, it wasn't planned actually. i was at the bustop when i thought of it.
i left home at 0815. was waiting for either 185 or 243. then i was like, damn i'm gonna be late again. so i decided to go to the polyclinic to get an MC. at the same time, 243 came. i was already late to take MRT, so whatever. then 185 came. i can't run for it, so again whatever.
crossed the road and waited for 99. slept and missed the stop. took another bus. only one bustop. lucky i had concession(: then, in the clinic, alot of people were sick. oh my.
some were even wearing masks. (infer: flu, sorethroat, fever) waited for god knows how long.
and that's just to register. waiting for the doctor is another chore.
when it was finally my turn, i told the doctor i had stomachache and that it happens everything. she told me that it was nothing. and that i just have to eat fruits and vegetables. she sounded as if i was making all that up. yes, i need an MC desperately but i didn't make up any stories to get it ok. i do experience stomachaches every morning. and it simply irritates me because whenever that happens, i'll be late for school. and if there is any relieve, i wouldn't mind. i would sit on the toilet bowl for 15minutes and still, nothing comes out. but when you want to get up, the pain comes again and makes you sit again. but still, nothing comes out. urgh.
and now i feel sick. as in flu. my throat doesn't feel good. my nose keep running. and my temperature rises from 36.7 to 37.0 to 37.3. (last taken: 2020)
god, please don't let me be sick. i can't be sick. i want to watch Paduka perform. i can't be sick.

this is driving me crazy. i think of it every now and then. i just want my phone to ring everyday and your photo pops out. that will seriously make my day(:

i still regret

it ended: 2034.
16 July 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Happy Regrets

2009-07-15T09:23:00.000-07:00

hari ini aku happy tapi aku pun sedih jugak. korang nak tau kenapa? jom dengar cerita aku.
haha. tadi lepas maths class yang aku tak jadi nak cabot tu, aku check phone aku. ade satu miss call. aku kngat aifa, sekali bukan. kal rupenye. aku punya terperanjat berok, aku saja yang tahu. so aku call la balik.
L: eh you call?
K: ah.
L: asal?
K: oh nak tanya kat mana sebab tadi kt NP.
L: oh. ok. beh sekarang?
K: dah dalam bas nak balik.
L: alah ok la bye.
K: bye.
lepas tu aku sms dia.
L: eh you nak jumpe i pe?
K: ya. dah kat NP. ingat nak jumpe jap ke ape ke(:
kalau aku tau, aku cabot ah tadi. ish duduk dalam kelas pun tak produktif langsung.
(sila rujuk post yang sebelumnya untuk maklumat lanjut)
so sekarang aku happy campur menyesal. tapi apa kan daya takde rezeki nak jumpe. haha.
i'm too happy to translate. make do with what you have(:

just now Achik called me at home. "eh aku nak bilang kau something. kene guess."
L: err..pasal Mamu.
A: ah kenape?
L: err.. tak tau la.
A: guess la.
L: *ilham dah datang* Mamu dapat selected!
A: haha yes! dengan other family members pun. tapi Babuji kene fight with another guy for the last position.
congratulations to Mamu, Along & Uncle Apek. you go, boys! we'll support y'all aite. must make us proud! Babuji GO GO GO!
biar belajar jadi orang jangan jadi jembalang. jangan asyik membangkang.~

saya rindu awak la(:

it ended: 0105.
16 July 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Boredom

2009-07-15T01:11:00.000-07:00

am in Maths lecture now. i didn't bring bring any notes today. i was too obsessed with remembering to bring laptop for GPO that i forgot about GPO tutorial and Maths notes.
without notes, i can't understand anything. despite having MeL, i can't even do self test cause i didn't pay attention to whatever he explained since the start.so i just slacked with my laptop.
facebooked, bloghopped, did lots of quizzes on fb, rocklegends-ing and Letting Go.
i hate small lectures. they just know who's here and who's not. damn it. Jingyan, Jamie & I wanted to skip class but decided not to. but we wanted to leave as soon as we signed our attendance and then changed our minds again since we've settled down with our laptops.
he's looking at me but i just don't care. he told us to lower our screen, i did then i raised it again.

missed Live Gig just now. i chose class over that since i've missed a couple of GPO lectures already. so i don't think i can afford to miss tutorial. i caught a glimpse of an unknown band playing. not Switched Out/TSTV.
i missed Switched Out! ): ): ): haha dah step #1 fan la pulak. azzrul, you should be honoured(:
yesterday, i said that i'll see you tomorrow. i'm sorry i lied. i just can't.

okay that's all folks. thanks to Jingyan, i'm craving for Subway cookie too. HAHA~

why didn't you respond?

it ended: 1635.
15 July 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Paluan Workshop

2009-07-14T09:25:00.000-07:00

hey babes. i reached home as early as yesterday just now.
had Paluan Workshop(: with Mami and Achik. kekek la siol.
i hate my day just now. it was an unusual tuesday jam packed with lessons.
as you all already know, my tuesdays usually end at 11am and i'll be free after.
but today was exceptional due to the compulsory CBIO make up tutorial from 2 to 4pm.
and the first HS Delegates meeting at 6pm. but it's okay.
even so, i get to spend time and hang out with Mami & Achik. we wanted to lepak but ended up waiting for Achik to finish her assignment then watched Paduka training.
before that, we went for dinner. Li joined us. Achik blurted out my secret and now Li knows.
bagus la amalkan selalu ye Achik. checkcheck besok satu MCC tahu. part tu aku tau sape nk carik. time tu kau jangan nak sorok belakang Mamu eh. anak manje tak manje aku bedal jugak.

Paduka having their selection for competition just now. Mamu and Along is in the list! this means they have to shine in order to get selected to represent Paduka. go family members!
Uncle Apek is in too. Babuji, buck up man! we're rooting for you. btw comp is this sunday!
i can't wait to go. can see Afiq B, the one from Anugerah. haha. but whatever.

i missed Anugerah just now. ): but Chirul & Wawan got in! YAY!~
Chirul is so not Chico. korang mate strabismus pe sia. until now, some still don't know.

i saw you just now. but i didn't dare to look at you in the eye. my heart said: see you later. but you weren't there. i shall see you tomorrow, god willing(:

b, i tau asal you sakit. you rindu i kan. ok lol.
btw arini gaji keluar kan? bile icecream nak masuk? HAHA!

live gig or class, you choose

it ended: 0125.
15 July 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

That Saturday Night

2009-07-13T12:00:00.000-07:00

i forgot to add:
1. i reached home at 11+ just now
2. Uncle Apek trapped me and now knows about my biggest crush (sings CrushCrushCrush)
3. i can't watch Switched Out on wed cause i found out that their slot is at 2pm. i have class at 1-3pm. am thinking of taking MC but troublesome la.
4. fell in love with the Let You Go song by SO. will you sing it for me?
5. the world is contracting by the minute. almost everyone knows one another.
6. will be going to school alone tomorrow cause zul decided to skip class.
7. i can't collect my PW cert due to tomorrow's sudden pack schedule. i hope they won't call me.

ok enough of that. shall talk about what happened on saturday.
basically, i couldn't wake up. i kept waking up and sleeping again from 9am to 11+am.
i was supposed to meet Nadrah, Wanting & Kuntong kia at bugis at 1230pm.
but being the typical Latifah, i went out at 1230. met them close to 2. sorry guys.
discussed and sidetracked and laughed and cycle repeats.
at 4pm, we made a move from Mcd. Wanting & I rushed off. she meeting her friend at DG. i'm off to sembawang to meet cousins to visit Abg Azim. Kuntong & Nadrah lingered around.

and so, met Nurul, Fir & ScandaliciousBaby and off to Abg Azim's crib.
he's getting better. Alhamdulillah. he can't laugh so he has to control himself. i miss his high pitched laughter. imagine that at FarEast. omg paisey.
he was still working at LJS that time and i was with atin. then he laughed so loudly, almost everyone looked at him. and he didn't care about that.
and so we catched up on a few things. his siblings were out. so it was him and his mum.
next outing: NDP okay guys? :D

around 7pm, we left for Marsiling. nice tops on sale but no mummy=no money.
mummy was too lazy to come. wahlau eh. but still, i bought a shoe. like MaryJanes.
you must be saying: no money still can buy shoe. it's ONE freaking DOLLAR la sey.
serious shit tak bedek. shall wear it later to school. haha.

dinner of Seafood Fried Rice was okay. it's more like Frozen Veges + Fishcake&Mini Crabmeat.
nurul/wak lah treated us. thanks!

then we went home. separated from Iman & Apit at the bustop. then separated from Nurul, Fir, Faiz, Wak Lah & Nyai at the interchange. took MRT home since daddy didn't fetch me.
was still frightened by the incident on the bus. went home alone safely. i wish i have a boyfriend to send me home whenever i want him to.

shall tell y'all the story of the drunkard in 903 next time. maybe tomorrow?

i would love to be in your armsn now, b

it ended: 0340.
14 July 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Mami Tanjung Family

2009-07-13T11:22:00.000-07:00

i don't know if i want to sleep tonight. i just have to finish CQ.
but i'm not doing it. i FBed, bloghopped, MOL-ed my time away.
now finally blogging. shall blog about just now first.

okay so Adiratna training was cancelled. due to unknown reasons. still we had our lepak session at the clubhouse, Aifa, Hanis & I. met Aifa at Makan Place for early dinner. off to clubhouse.
waited for Hanis, dinner at Pines. she fed us HorFun. Milo Dinosaur! thanks babe. i owe you $1.
while eating, we suddenly had this idea of starting a family. no, i don't mean giving birth.
we formed our own family called the Mami Tanjung Family consisting of:
Hanis - Maminis
Azan - Mamuzan
Iskee - Alongisk
Ifa - Angahlatt
Aifa - Achikfaa

then lepaked at clubhouse wait for Paduka to end training. wait for Mamu & Along to surprise them with our idea. kekek siol. then we added new family members:
Nigel - Uncle Apek (neighbour)
Isa - Babuji (Mami's brother)
aku tahan kencing dari sekolah sampai boonlay checkcheck toilet dah tutup ccb.
ternampak klon taufik(: tapi dah tak cute macam dulu. hatiku tetap padamu, A.

bus ride home was fun with Uncle Apek and Mami. when they alighted, it was boring cause Mamu always manjekan Achik. binget sey. anak tengah selalu kene tolak tepi. benci ah.

oh ya, discussed alot about the upcoming party. i'm like super duper excited cause Aifa put me in charge but i'm scared i can't go. cause you know my dad. one day he's ok with anything, then suddenly he's super strict. i really pray hard that i can go. gonna be fun in the moonlight yeah.

ok so i think that's all for today. next will be about saturday(:
oh ya clubhouse shifting this wednesday. to where? i don't know. no more sleep before training ):

how do i tell you that i love you

it ended: 0257.
14 July 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Mini Live Earth

2009-07-10T10:35:00.000-07:00

for the record, i reached home at 2340 just now.
significant yet i-don't-know-what-to-say time. oh well.

late lunch with Aifa, Azan & Hanis was fun. i love you guys.
and i don't steal people's boyfriend okay. never did, never will.
Aifa& Azan, please eh stop it eh. aku pening tau.

Mini Live Earth was okay. the video was omg, too cute to be informative.
the bands were okay. it wasn't their fault. the equipments just disappointed them.
Fakefish: irritating Famous guy with nice voice. disappointed vocalist having a damn bad day. rilek brother.
LFT: quite okay for a 1st gig. GO MCC!
Those The Brokes: cool voice, vocalist. reminded me of Hujan. cute drummer but taken. whatever.
Switched Out: gerekkkkk. was the bomb. made my night. ended the event with a good impression. i stoned during the 2nd song. lirik menusuk beb. i am heartbroken, oh well. will see you guys again on the 15th(:

but I’m letting you go
I’m moving on
But I can’t take this anymore
Cause I love you so
That’s why I had to let you go
Eventhough I love you so
I had to let you go
Letting you go

my eyes were on you, yes you. i fell in love with you, yes you.
is it called love? tell me you feel the same way and it's love(:
i miss you like mother cow.
and i love you, atin, for coming just now. we'll dance in the bus again ok.

will still hold on no matter what

it ended: 0243.
11 July 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Maths Class

2009-07-10T00:34:00.000-07:00

in class right now. realised that i've been abandoning this blog.
been very busy. actually not that busy. but still no time to update.
oh nevermind. i'm sure you don't mind :D

am so not paying attention in Maths right now. didn't even bring notes.
too heavy la. laptop for MOL is enough. now waiting for revision to be activated.
then off to Mini Live Earth @NP. i'm still searching for someone to fill in for Iris.
zul, please help me. you can meet amir tomorrow. pleaseplease.
and atin, i'm sorry to disrupt your plans but i really don't want to go alone.
and you know that i can only count on you. haha.
to aifa, take care babe. i know i can count on you another time. yeah!
is your new colour okay, baby? :D

tuesdays are my Ditched Day

it ended: 1545.
10 July 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Cute Quote

2009-07-06T10:54:00.000-07:00

"It hurts to know that you'll never remember the things all never forget."

You hate the feeling of your ex forgetting about you. You still remember all your precious moments together that will never leave. You know it's time to move on but a part of you still wants to hang.

i took this quiz on facebook called "What's your cute quote?" and the answer is above. seriously not cute at all okay. maybe the person's definition of cute is different from mine, that's why. haha.

i've been very lazy to update. oh btw i got 83/100 for Maths and i'm not really happy with it. don't say i action okay. jamie won me by 2 marks. no fair man. haha. i managed to win her and someone for all papers but not for beloved Maths. wahlauey. hahaha. need to study for OANP retest. sheesh no time.

am having a massive stomachache right now. the shit just won't come out. urgh.

i want icecream! :D

it ended: 0223.
07 July 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

You Are Right

2009-07-02T09:36:00.000-07:00

oh so you read my blog? oh i'm so honoured. oh thank you very much.
yes, my post are damn obvious, so what?
yes, it's meant to hurt you. so what?
yes, my assumptions are wrong. so what?
i just don't care. i have the right to say it. as long as i don't reveal your name.
and please don't beat around the bush. say it straight to the point honestly.
admit what you did. i don't care if i sidetracked or terkeluar ring. it's my blog, my wish.
well, let's just end this. cause i don't wanna be reminded anymore.
he's not mine, take him if you want to.

love doesn't bring you anywhere

it ended: 0047.
03 July 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Intercourse Chat

2009-07-02T08:13:00.000-07:00

123th post! today i come with good news. may the force be with me.
I PASSED ALL MY CT except OANP!
although we haven't received our MATH results yet, i'm very confident that i passed, because:
1. i'm very good in maths (action sia)
2. maths is my only hope in life.
3. i didn't receive any call during the holidays :D
and my results are as follows:
GANP: 27/50 54%
OANP: 19/50 38%
GPO: 31/50 62%
CBIO: 35/50 70%
will get math tomorrow. can't wait! btw, i'm retaking OANP. shall study hard, not smart. :D

i got excited handling the reproductive system models during GANP practical just now.
some people were touching/smacking the butts. i said, "this one better" and started caressing the penis as if i'm you-know-what. they were like, "OMG!" haha.
then when we exchanged models to the female's, we finished identifying and were sitting and talking and reading the chart. i was talking to jamie and suddenly my itchy hands went touching around. i didn't realise it until i looked at where my hands were fiddling.
my finger was touching the inside of the vagina. i won't say it's nice to touch but there's line patterns so it's not smooth and you just don't realise touching it. haha.
well, you have to feel it to know how i feel. haha. i just found out that i don't have a hymen!
"if your hymen breaks, you're not a virgin" BULLSHIT!
your hymen breaks the moment you have menses. so if there's no bloodshed during your sexual intercourse, don't worry, it's normal. tell your mums/aunts/grandmas/grandaunts etc that.

imagine during intercourse, you say the following:
"oh your penis is penetrating through your vagina"
"your testes are producing sperm. it's stored in the epididymis then move along the sperm duct"
"are you coming already? oh the semen is moving through your urethra. oh it's in my vagina. yes, they're swimming up my cervix"
i don't think you will reach until there. in the middle of your explanation, he might just get turned off and walk away, leaving you high, alone. haha.
well people, don't get disgusted. i have to study this and at least i know how my system works(:
I WANNA MAKE LOVE RIGHT NOW NA NA!~ with you(:

would you surprise me with an icecream cone like in Malacca?

it ended: 0005.
03 July 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Gabriella Hana

2009-07-01T09:47:00.000-07:00

hello kids. my blog suddenly became popular today.
i found out that alot of my classmates read my blog.
especially the Dumped post. according to ex-BB, "of course la, it's about me what, of course people want to read la" eh don't act cute ok.
btw yesterday was a very rough day for me. after getting ditched, i watched Click with nadrah in the library. then aifa asked me out to dinner with azan. thanks guys for making my day.
except for the couple things you guys do. haha. please eh stop it eh.
then my mood went down at night due to several reasons. and i think i cried to sleep.
i forgot. haha. i think i love crying. adam hazrin has been my crying partner for over three years now. and he has never made me sad. i love you adam hazrin!
i shall name my son after you, and call him adam or ayin or arin. HAHA!

btw i met this UK tourist with a damn gorgeous daughter at SBG on sunday. she's only 5 i think.
guess her name: Gabriella. i was like, "where's troy?" lol.
seeing how beautiful she looked with those goldilocks curls and blue eyes, a thought suddenly came into my mind.
"i wanna name my daughter after her. Gabriella Hana. maybe she's be as gorgeous."
the Hana just came out naturally. i didn't even think about it.
the rest was like, "nonsense." oh nevermind. we'll see when the time comes(:

i sat in front of Waffletown at lunch just now. i craved for icecream again but i controlled cause:
1. i told myself to wait for you.
2. you wanted to treat me.
3. alex said waffletown icecream sucks. (actually he didn't say sucks but it's the easiest word)

i need my icecream badly

it ended: 0124.
02 July 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

2009-06-30T10:46:00.000-07:00

i hate you
i really do
for tonight.

Ditched

2009-06-30T10:06:00.000-07:00

i feel crap right now. don't ask why. maybe i hoped for too much. i thought it's coming to stay. however, it just came to visit and then it was gone. i hate this feeling. i don't want to feel it. can you please help me call it back? i want it badly, i would do anything to have it. i feel like crying but there's no one to turn to. you without it are never the same. i feel so desperate right now. but i have to let go. tears are falling as i type and it's all your fault.

i'm so stressed out but i can't relieve it. i told myself not to eat ice cream until (insert date for ice cream date). although there're like all kinds of icecream in my freezer, i didn't care cause you're not here to share it with me. please say you haven't forgotten. i've waited since forever. i know i sound desperate but i don't care.

can everyday be that sunday night? even if it's just for a while. it made my night. it shoved all my problems away, leaving only one: you.

i exist to be ditched.

it ended: 0128.
01 July 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Dumped

2009-06-29T12:01:00.000-07:00

my Beng Boyfriend just dumped me just now. he told me that our lifestyles are way different and his is like so luxurious and so called the rich and the famous and that we weren't meant to be.
and so he said, "i dump you now ok i dump you now". and i pushed him aside.
then he tried to talk to me and i ignored. then suddenly i remembered and said, "eh before you dump me, give me back my money first. we break up the hard way".
and so he gave me $5. he still owes me $0.80. haha. i still ignored him until we parted ways.
he tripped on the stairs and i laughed out loud like nobody's business. then we started our "what? not happy ah?" thing. then we walked away.
when i was alone, my phone rang and it was him. "what?" was my hello.
"eh don't like that la. i only break up with you only. i still love you." was the reply.
L: dowan la. you break up with me for (insert name).
W: where got? no la. i never go for other girls. i still love you. i just want to be single. maybe tomorrow we can rekindle back. don't like that leyy. i still love you la.
what more could i do but to laugh and laugh until we hang up. i love you la BB.

but first choice is still b(: ily

it ended: 0320.
30 June 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.

iifaa

Are We Still There?

2009-06-29T11:31:00.000-07:00

she told me someone said this:
...i really don't think he still likes her. he doesn't look like he does...
and i was like, "huh? you're not close to him and you're so confident to say that?"
no, i'm not angry, just wondering how she came to that conclusion.
maybe there is indeed truth in what she said. cause i'm not really sure. nothing's been confirmed yet as of now. but even if you're confident with your stand and even if it's correct, don't think you can win him. and i'm not the one who thought about this. guess who(:
you cheated A's feelings. you dated S once, now you're into his mate, H.
next target: my ex-boyfriend? oh no way. for all i know, he won't be interested in you.
so stop being so confident, girl. i'm not the only one against you. so watch your back.

excuse me, Mr, can you please explain the situation to me cause i'm not getting where we're going. those unexpected moments which i thought were positive signs, are they? i tried to throw you away but you returned. what else can i do but to stretch and reach out to you.

am i a yongpeng to you?

it ended: 0300.
30 June 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

The Beginning

2009-06-29T11:12:00.000-07:00

school officially started just now. i was in 179 and i can't believe that i was going to school already.
but today was not that bad. i was fasting.
GPO was understandable.
GANP was a breeze. reproductive system made me high(: i passed CT! 27/50
still wondering: which part of female external genitilia is circumcised?
OANP was ohmygosh doesn't enter at all.
MATHS was okay as usual. got back my calculator!

had dikir training. abg im came with my newly wed wife. believe or not, they just got hitched on the night of Adiratna Turned 5!. we learned new songs which were super high and i almost couldn't reached it. did ragam (steps) too. yeahbaby. need to practise my claps big time major.
154-ed home with nigel, hanis, aifa & azan. reached home 2300.

can i live in yesterday, please?

it ended: 0230.

30 June 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.

iifaa

B, My Icecream Partner

2009-06-29T10:49:00.000-07:00

Adiratna Turned 5! was a blast. although people were late but we had fun.
and that's all that matters right? yeah man.
we played BangBangChuckieChuckie, Numbers, Taboo!
food was unlimited, we had to bring back what we brought. oh nevermind.
wanted to lepak with shareena but something happened and i didn't want to leave her alone.
shall not talk about it. sorry, shareena. i'll make up for it. one apek icecream for you. and you too, hanis, don't worry. and aifa, too.
but i shall not eat icecream until i get a date with my icecream partner *winks*
so pleeeeeeeeease don't forget, i'm counting on you.
and so aifa, hanis and I 105-ed to jurongeast. and aifa and I 99-ed home.
well, i didn't go home. i met b to pass some brownies. sorry kalau masin. :D
we walked a long way (not that long la) and talked abit. then said goodbye to each other.
unexpected things happen for a reason. what's yours? whatever it is, i'm so loving it.
i smiled widely to myself while crossing the road. i love you b(:

why don't we hit restart and pause it at our favourite parts, we'll skip the goodbyes.
we'll rewind and play and rewind and play throughout(:

it ended: 0210.
30 June 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Mentel-ly Sweet

2009-06-29T09:59:00.000-07:00

to my dearest Abg Azim,

please get well soonish. it feels weird seeing you lying down on the bed helplessly. we're just so used to you laughing your head off and lungs out at every little thing we just find amusing. even if it's the slightest thing. so please eat properly. don't just swallow, chew alot of times. i'm still wondering what caused you to be sick. your intestines were twisted for goodness' sake. what did you do, man? just don't work so hard and rest more, aite(: and spend more time with us after you get well. don't forget our outings and work instead. meet up soon asap after you get discharged. haha tak sabar sey. i love you brother. :D
iifaa♥

futsal was okay. we didn't win, but that's okay. there's always next year.
we didn't concede any goal in the first round.
vs Almukminin 1-0. vs Al-Istiqamah 0-0. vs Tentera Diraja 3-0.
we entered quarters and had to meet TD again. they were so eager to trash us.
we conceded one goal and we lost 1-0. mostly my fault, at least i think so.
but then TD lost semis to Al-Falah. haha. Al-Falah's representatives looked professional.
women's team: clubs, schools, nationals. but whatever.

we stayed to cheer for the boys. u-17 lost first round. u-21 lost semis. so they playing for 3rd/4th placing on 25 July, i think. GO ASSYAKIRIN!

CUTE GUYS ALERT
1. no.15 maman look alike (very unexpected cute voice)
2. no.7 tall, dark & handsome.
3. Watermelon's u-17 goalie (fell in love with his teeth)
4. and many more.

but not forgetting, AHMAD! woohoo! (not that cute but perasan cute)

ustaz treated us chicken rice. i fed syamil and atin, and we went brownies shopping at JP.

when we alighted at BL, i heard dikir songs and i got excited that i walked quickly to JP entrance. i heard a familiar song and a familiar voice, and i almost ran. ANAK SENI! loving them since MCC FOC. i stopped and watched but i saw atin standing at the corner uninterested so i didn't take long(: kopi dangdut moments still fresh in me. let's dangdut! sape2 nak kawin, please panggil Anak Seni jadi hadrah. favour ah. HAHA!

Lenggang lenggok rentaknya tari
Joget Kelantan nama diberi
Pusing kanan dan pusing kiri
Samalah sama kita menari

yok dikir! :D

mentel-ly sweet, just the way you like it(:

it ended: 0145.
30 June 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Recaps

2009-06-29T09:40:00.000-07:00

let me recap my week.
Tuesday, 23 June 2009: OPT chalet.
not much to talk about.
Wednesday: futsal training with atin, afidah & afiqah.
coached by Mai. i ate at JP wearing shorts with a ball in my hands before showering.
Thursday: futsal training at night at boonlay with the rest.
for the first time, met Ama & Lina. coached by Haini.
Friday: date with scandaliciousbaby to NUH. visited abg azim. more about it later(:
futsal training at night. coached by fahmek :D
Saturday: MySpex Futsal Tournament. baked brownies at night with aifa. finished by 2340(:
Sunday: Adiratna Turned 5! event at SBG. funfunfun! :D
Today: SCHOOL! lol.

b, thanks for the call on friday. theoretically, it's saturday, since it was 4 in the morning. haha. it felt good to hear my phone ring. :D believe it or not, my wish actually came true. Alhamdulillah(: i smiled myself to sleep(:

aifa, aku pun ade b ah. bluek. lol.

it ended: 0058.
30 June 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Monday, 21 June 2009

2009-06-27T10:04:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry for not updating. it's not that i didn't want to.
but everytime i opened blogger page, i will forget what to blog about.
haha. oh nevermind about that. let's get on with life.

since atin and i are joining MySpex futsal tournament, we decided to train.
our trainer was none other than my brother, syamil!
haha. he brought suhaimi and ahmad to join us. haikal didn't wake up.
i asked zul to join us. mak datuk pehlah susah nak kejot die.
and we played at skatepark. and yes, we had fun.
but i just can't seem to listen to tips. hence, i suck. haha.
zul came after one hour. die sarapan pehlah lame. haha.
he came so smartly dressed to go to school. actually not that smart la.
but the polo shirt buttoned-up look oh so hot on him. haha.
no, i am not drooling over my best friend. i just wonder why he doesn't have a girlfriend yet.
padehal handsome siak. haha. jangan kembang eh zul, kalau kau bace ni.
zul played for one match with us. which lasted for around 15 minutes.
me, atin, zul, man vs mil, mi, mad. handicapped.
i think we won. haha.
while we were playing, there was this voice coming from a window.
"oi! empat lawan empat ah!" (oi! four vs four ah!)
and i was like, "eh tkya sua!" (eh no need la sia!)
but they still came down and we still played.
2 halfs, 5 goals=win. the boys except zul played 1st half. i played 2nd half with man, mi, mil.
we won both halfs. they were frustrated kids. haha. you should watch the match. HAHA!
then we went off. atin showered at my house before going to school.
zul went home to freshen up but decided not to go to school.

i went to school alone for dikir. on my way there, in 154, i saw this girl.
she caught my attention by wearing a dblO landyard.
in case y'all don't know, dblO is a bar/club/restaurant.
there's nothing wrong in that but it's just that when i saw her, i was reminded by the comment i read on a quiz someone did on fb about clubs.
her result was dblO, and the description was omg. haha. where minah kening tipis go.
i went there before. for the MTV shooting. the place looked rundown, defunct.

Adiratna training is getting better by the week. i so love going to trainings.
although we did the same things as last week, at least we improved ourselves.
but the only thing i haven't improved on is my clapping.
everyone else is getting it already and i'm the only one who's left out!
154-ed home with aifa, azan & hanis.
had alot of laughs. :D can't wait for next training!

kite tau awak sayang kite(:

it ended: 0200.
28 June 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Cramps Night Out

2009-06-22T11:06:00.000-07:00

i think it's PMS
goodnight
sleeptight
don't let the bedbugs bite

i love you

There She Goes

2009-06-22T09:55:00.000-07:00

guess what? i'm typing my 111th post. haha.
i got ready the news to blog about, but suddenly the mood's gone.
i don't know why. but i'm feeling damn down right now.
i managed to scrape that feeling for the past few days.
it returned just now. while i was on my way home from training.
this feeling sucks. especially when you don't know who to share it with.

why oh why oh why
Do you have to make me feel this way
(when you and I equals night and day)
why oh why oh why
won't you tell me that you feel the same
(if i said, i'd take the blame)
why oh why oh why
Tell me baby what you want from me
Need I set you free?
Coz I wanna be close to you

suddenly, this song pops in my mind.
yes, that is a song.
Close 2 You - Taufik Batisah - Blessings
i'm not sure if there's any link between that song and my feelings.
seriously. haha. MY CRAMPS ARE HURTING ME!~
how i wish right now my phone would ring and your face will pop up on my screen.
doesn't matter whether it's a call or text. both are appreciated.
whatever. i need to clear those thoughts off my mind. serious shits.

i'm going chalet tomorrow to meet my classmates.
especially Kay Wei Hoe, my AhBeng thickskin boyfriend. LOL.
shall update about that when i return.
i'm not thoning btw. futsal training on wednesday morning.

updates due:
futsal training with atin and the boys feat zul.
girl with dblO lanyard.
Adiratna training.

i shall cry myself to sleep cause i miss you oh so damn bad.

zul, kau sachok ah tadi(: yay for defence leader!

it ended: 0203.
23 June 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Seoul Garden With Loves

2009-06-18T07:51:00.000-07:00

main objective of the day was to get started with GPO project.
i really couldn't wake up. i woke and slept back a few times.
then i got up and went into my parents' room.
called mummy to tell her i'm going out. had my towel with me, ready to bathe.
but after i hung up, i lied down and slept. the cycle repeats.
i just hate to sleep nowadays cause i just can't wake up, even though i have to.
putting that aside, went alex's house around 2. completed 75%.
minus editing, summarising & pictures.
alex taught me how to play Left4Dead. hell it was scary.
i just have this thing against people charging at me. haha.
in this case, the zombies were really fast. and i was horrified looking at their faces.
the first time they charged at me, i was so terrified i let go of the mouse and hug a pillow.
haha. i know it's stupid. but i can't help it. reflex reaction. :D
then he forced me to play alongside him(multiplayer) saying: don't worry i protect you.
haha. and i was convinced. but we didn't finish cause i had to go meet atin and.. zul!
haha. atin was craving for seoul garden so bad that she paid half for me. haha.
i didn't expect zul to come. he called me and said atin asked him and he's coming.
kal was an ass. "okeh. bye bye" cb. haha.
and so we ate like fat swines. lol. zul was so full of nonsense, as usual.
Z: eh korang nak amek ape lagy? (eh what else you wanna take?)
L: kau nak makan, kau gi amek la. (you go take what you want la.)
A: eh kau jangan macam2 eh. aku tau kau tunggu kitorang masakkan kau kan. haha. (eh you don't nonsense ah. i know you want us to cook for you. haha.)
Z: alamak. yela. (alamak. ok la.) he got up and walked to the buffet area.
we talked about almost everything.
can't keep secrets, never see atin in sch, always see me in sch, the new smoker, etc.
best part: they always get confused about who i'm talking about. haha.
cause those i know are indirectly related to them and they are so blur. esp zul.
finally, we made our way out. jokes on the train were to laugh for.
what kind of pigs fly without wings? Swine, cause got Swine Flu(flew)
how to make Lady Gaga cry? Poker Face (poke her face)
and lots more. that's zul for you. as irritating as he is, he never fails to make you laugh.
and zul, i no longer think about problems thanks to you(:
and don't be sad la. i know you're strong. haha. padehal mata dah berair sey.
atin, it's your fault. & i can't keep secrets, i know. is this a secret? haha.
i miss The Sleng Clan. but it's all different now. now, it's left with the three of us.
if the fourth member reads this, he should make an initiative to hang out with us since he's the only one not in NP(:
but i don't think he will even bother. so whatever, major loser. HAHA!
so that's all for now. see you later!

i love atin & zul. they're my ecstasy.

it ended: 2350.
18 June 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Smoker Alert

2009-06-17T08:07:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling very down right now.
i want to sleep but i can't.
i feel like texting someone but i stopped myself.
i just don't know why.
here i am. trying to let my feelings out.
while waiting for Meet The Fockers to load.
i'm bored. i need you. but you don't even care.
i don't even know you anymore.
what happened to whatever you said in the past?
and i'm not talking about the promises you made.
i've forgotten about those already.
i can't believe you did that just because you wanted to try.
you told me you wouldn't. i told you what i'ld do if you did it.
but i guess i'm out of the way.
i know that you're legal and all. but what about health?
you told me you got asthma due to a similar situation.
i know it's not so serious as i sound but don't you realise the harm in it?
well, i do. and i've always told you that. whatever, i just don't care anymore.
i really don't know. if you think what you're doing makes you cool.
welcomes you into the IN club or impresses girls, you're so wrong.
it doesn't impress me at all. oh i forgot, you're not out to impress me.
oh what a waste. get out of my mind, smoker.

it ended: 2328.
17 June 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Daddy's Day

2009-06-17T01:22:00.000-07:00

Happy Father Day
common reaction: eh Father? 1 father only? haha.
reply: china worker mah. haha.
alamak iman, your daddy spoil ah. tak glam.
time tu jugak nak garok. spoil the moment only. HAHA!

first pic: i saw cik jo with the cam and quickly posed. the rest follow suit.
second pic: again cik jo with the cam, i posed. no one saw.
lesson learnt: cameras and I have physics. :D

on Sunday, 14 June, Keluarga Hamid had it's annual father's day gathering.
at the usual place, Sembawang Park.
all invited were present. yay! it was fun meeting cousins and all. (:
met Alisya after so long. she grew up!
had lots of fun even though we didn't talk much.
yay for all of us! oh ya bonded by playing UNO. kekek pe.
nasilemak roastchicken friedchickendrumletwings are loved!
Happy Fathers' Day to all Daddys esp mine.
i love you daddy!

wak usop; bapa mithali (rolemodel father)
HAHAHA!

it ended: 1706.
17 June 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.

iifaa

Holidays at Last

2009-06-17T00:15:00.000-07:00

hello i'm back! to all who missed me, i miss you too!
haha. ok i'm having my first holidays since school started now.
i'm more than ready for it. ever since before common test ended.
but i suddenly remembered my presentations due in two weeks' time.
THREE presentations to be exact. so much for no projects. haha.
well, life just has to go on, right. and i'm enjoying every minute, rotting at home.
YAY! i turned down alot of invitations to go out not cause i can't.
but simply because i'm lazy and stingy. sayanglah nak spend duit. HAHA.

common test neither a breeze nor a storm. it was neutral.
i just found out that CBIO has a very high passing rate of 95%.
and i really hope i'm one of the 95%. pleaseplease.
i might have to retake OANP & GANP.
in case you are wondering, those two are bio modules.
Ocular & General Anatomy & Physiology.
oh whatever. just leave it to fate. it's done. (:

anws, before CBIO after OANP paper, i went to Singapore Botanic Gardens.
with mummy, brothers, wak lah, nurul, fir & faiz.
main reason: hilman's botanist card.
my reason: revise CBIO.
heck i didn't. we walked and walked. from cactus to bonsai to sundial to ginger.
near the orchid garden, we sat and i did some reading finally.
and off we walk out since it was six already and it's getting dark.
we made our way to orchard! walked to fareast for dinner.
roamed around. bought belts! 3 for $5. cheapskate i know. but who cares.
then 7-ed to clementi. daddy fetched us. (:
we're so pampered ever since our Cerato arrived.
but i kinda miss bus & train rides with my cousins. esp after jemputans.

photos are either in my cam or in nurul's hp.
we're just too lazy to upload them, right sis?
next up will be on fathers' day(:

it ended: 1417.
17 June 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Sore Losers

2009-05-30T08:18:00.000-07:00

why are Man Utd fans such sore losers?
i know this news is stale but the headline caught my attention.
why can't they just be like me?
and say "aiya, give chance la. nevermind, next time win"
instead they just lost their minds and knock the opponents down and kill them.
all that just for a match? is it worth it? maybe for them.
titles can come and go, but life comes only once. once it's gone, it's forever.
that's what i think, but not what they think.
to them, titles are everything. if you lose it, you're dead.
fuck them. i'm ashamed to call them fellow Man Utd fans.
listen here all, Man Utd might have lost the title, but that's not the end of the road.
as long as we believe, we can pull through. then, we can held our heads high.
and sing: GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED! :D

i miss you like crazy.

it ended: 2340.
30 May 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

His Ears Were Plugged

2009-05-28T08:51:00.000-07:00

just now was so not important.
as much as i don't like OANP, it's practicals are so damn cool can.
did you know that your eyes are a phenomenon? seriously!
if you think looking at one's eye with your naked eye is beautiful, try looking at it with a slit lamp.
uber cool can. i was awed by the beauty of the eyes. (:
moving on. oh ya. i saw afiq. ytd and today. *senyum lebar sampai telinga*
im surprised that Hop recognises me. he waved at me while i was in the opthalmic lab.
T01 camwhored at ourspace during break. yeahman!
i went home alone. ): reached home, saw daddy at the door & my brothers getting ready.
& i was like, "wait for me!" i changed my jeans, not knowing where we're going and tagged along.
went to JP to search for syamil's tee for camp. ate at Sakura.
saw this guy, working at F&O, waiting for customers with his ears plugged.
die tunggu customer ke customer tunggu die pun aku tktau. haha.
i hope you know who you are. hinthint(:
most importantly, he didn't see me! ciss, khayal betul.
and so my day ended.

oh btw to end my wednesday after i said goodbye to kal, i smiled.
while looking at him walk away. then i saw a car.
i purposely made a detour to check the mailbox even though i have no key.
then i took the lift with 2 guys from the car. one carrying a little girl, another carrying her bag.
even though i didn't notice his face, i think he look cute. hahaha.
then when i walked out of the lift, he said, "oh satu blok rupenye" haha.
if only i had time to turn around and smile. sigh.
first impression: mat. but i don't mind(: gatal sak faa.
to hanis & shareena: this is just a passing feeling. saturday major crush still applies(:

hanya kau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

it ended: 0110.
29 May 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Moments of Magic

2009-05-28T08:09:00.000-07:00

hello peeps! how's it going? my wednesday was accecptable.
REWIND PLEASE! i want it back. i love those moments. (:
ok so. i was late for GPO although it started at ONE.
i finished kal's present last minute. & i didn't even care that i was late until i waited for the bus at clem. tsktsk iifaa.
school was okay. i left maths early. met atin, ate. left for JP to meet kal for our secret date.
it's called secret cause even we don't know it's a date. cause it's not la. hahaha.
met him, passed the present. we decided to lepak. took 241. off we go.
was looking forward to that when my mood totally changed by a sms.
i couldn't bring myself to do it even though i really want to. im sorry.
i'll make it up to you, i promise. but must wait. (: i'm just afraid. i hope you understand.

i'ld do anything to experience those moments again

i love you (:

it ended: 2350.
28 May 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Tagged

2009-05-28T07:44:00.000-07:00

tagged by Hanis!

1. Besides your lips,where is your favourite spot to get kissed? cheek(: &forehead.

2. How do you feel when you woke up this morning? i opened my eyes, sit up and lie back. cannot tahan la.

3. Who was the last person who you took picture with? T01 bonded people! using Tina's lappy.

.4. Who you consider to be spoiled? me? haha. you'll know when you see them.

.5. Would you ever donate blood? i almost did! but i was too scared. maybe next time.

6. Do you have a good friend of an opposite sex? yeah.

7. Do you want someone to be dead? maybe.

8. What does your last text msg says? hey. msg me if you free tonight. (: ; to kal.

9. What are you thinking right now? i haven't do tutorial. how?!

10. Did you wish someone was with you right now? YES! oh where oh where has my someone gone? oh where oh where can he be? (:

11. When did you go to sleep last night? forgot. but it was surprisingly early.

12. Where did you buy the t-shirt you are wearing right now? i'm a wearing a butterfly dress bought by mummy. baju makcik2 siol.

13. Is someone on your mind right now? YES.

14. Who was the last person you texted to? KAL.

15. Tag 10 people to do this quiz .

1. Kal
2. Aifa
3. Afiq
4. Azzrul
5. Nurul
6. Jamie
7. Pehan
8. Atin
9. Izan
10. Iman

16. Who is 2 (Aifa) having a relationship with? Shaieful Azan Bin Zanal Abidin. (:
17. Is 3 (Afiq) a male or a female? err..FE.. oops MALE :D
18. If 7 (Pehan) and 10 (Iman) gets together, will it be a good thing? maybe. LOL. gay siol.
19. Is 1 (Kal) studies good? err..are you, kal? haha. actually he is, but he's just plain lazy, like me! (:
20. Is 4 (Azzrul) single? no. haha. too bad. LOL.
21. Say something about 5 (Nurul)? bestest sister. in case you don't already know, i don't have a sister.
22. What do you think about 3 (Afiq) and 6 (Jamie) together? no way. haha. Jamie only wants E.
23. Describe 1 (Kal). three words. M.O.O. (: google it yourself.
24. What happens if 9 (Izan) and 8 (Atin) fight? never gonna happen.
25. Do you like 10 (Iman)? no. i LOVE my scandaliciousbaby!

it ended: 2310.
28 May 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Legal Age, Not Height

2009-05-26T08:48:00.000-07:00

i'm officially broke as of right now. i'm always broke anyway.
what difference can it make. but i don't regret spending my money away just now.
cause for my love, i'll sacrifice. (:
i'm doing my best to make it special. it might be my last.

special thanks to atin for accompanying me to bugis just now.
although i didn't find what i wanted, the one i got was good enough.
i'm loving it. & i can't wait to see it worn.
iluma is so damn huge, i'm scared of it. ohmy.

a big great huge large enormous shoutout to
Muhammad Haikal Muhammad Harris
on celebrating his 18th today!
haha semangat pe faa. you better thank me eh ahdiam ah boy. :D
semoga dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki dan yang sewaktu dengannya.
when you get your license, remember that you promised me the first ride. (: haha.
takecare ok dear. enjoys your day ahead. you have less than 24hours.
i love you la sey. BFF siol. hahahaha. you'll get your present when you meet me.
no time, no present. so make some time for me. LOL. ok bye.
XOXO, iifaa♥

i'm thinking of not going for maths later. we'll see how. but confirm i won't bring notes.
i really want to meet you later. misses you la.

it ended: 0050.
27 May 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Fuck My Screwed Up Life

2009-05-24T09:01:00.000-07:00

welcome back babiess!
i know i've neglecting this space of mine but i've been extremely busy.
i'm so not coping well enough with my studies so far.
TWO biology modules are just too much for me.
tu la. gatal kan nk amek course bio. rase ah kau. (see, who told you to apply for bio course? serve you right.)

putting that aside, i just came back from NP MCC FOC.
just as you all know, i joined Malay Cultural Club under Adiratna(Dikir).
been training my voice and claps. omg it's hard sia. but who knows, by next year, i can sing well. :D
the camp was FUNFUNFUN! but at the same time, quite boring.
could have been better la. nvm. kudos to them who worked hard for it. MCC loves~
INTAN RAWKS LA SEY!

oh ya. i fell in love, i think. i don't think it's love yet. but somewhere there. major crush.
sadly, we haven't talked yet. let me tell you about him.
i met him in MCC FOC. different group. he looks almost exactly like afiq.
& guess what? his name is afiq too. hahaha.
his attractive factor is that although he looks like afiq, he looks more like Ashri aka Dani from Danielle.
tu yg buat aku cair beb. (that's what makes me melt)

there are ALOT of couples in MCC. & i find them sweet & cute. whichever suits best.
but at the same time, i keep having flashbacks. i hate that.
i don't hate the memories. it's just that when it comes, my mood totally change.
& nothing can change it back. i seriously don't know why i'm feeling this way.
i told myself to move on. & i did. but now, i stopped moving on. i'm just stopping there.
am i waiting? maybe, i am. why am i feeling this way? are you feeling the same way too?
maybe i'm still hoping for a miracle. as i type, i have the urge to just send a sms to you.
saying: i miss you bby! but i know that'll make you uncomfortable.
this happens all the time. i'm just tired of waiting for your replies. i want to give up.
cause that might be the solution to this matter. but my heart just won't let me.
i hate my life for being so screwed up.
i hate you for entering my life and made such a difference.
i hate myself for letting you in and loving you with my all.
i just hate everything right now.
cause there's no one to wipe my tears as i'm typing now.
i'm trying my very best to prevent tears from falling.
don't think you can happily settle down and move on. you promised a reply to my email. which was due 6 months ago.
i'm just so disturbed by the fact that one moment, you're so friendly and sweet but the next moment, you ignore me like i don't even exist.
right now, i'm struggling to control myself from contacting you. but i know it won't make any difference to you. cause you don't even feel a loss without me.
get out of my life if you don't want to stay. but at least give me a confirmation.
i'm trying my damn best to move on but i just stop halfway.
something which i can't explain myself. and it's your fault. fuck you, love, with love.

i loved you, i still do.
i miss you like nobody's business.
i wish you do too but,
how could you be so damn heartless?

shoo fly, don't bother me.
i really hope you read this.

it ended: 0211.
26 May 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Alah Emak Kahwinkan Aku

2009-05-19T08:36:00.001-07:00

Sesungguhnya ku ingin dirimu
Tuk cairkan hatiku yang beku
Aku tak mau menyakitimu
Karna hati ini masih ragu
Tapi aku buntuh cinta
Aku jadi dilema
Dilema-Intan Nuraini

OH MAMA SAYA MAHU KAHWIN
KAHWIN DENGAN SIAPA?
DENGAN TOM KURUS YANG TINGGAL DI HOLLANDWOOD!

After watching the encore episode of Kpak Bing Bing last weekend, I just felt like marrying ASAP. Haha.
With who? Don't ask. I don't have the answer myself.
Believe it or not, I cried while watching. It was too touching la. Why must the guys be so romantic and old and married? Haha.
I shall wait for my turn, lol. For now, registration and application for boyfriends starts now. DOUBLE LOL. XD

Ps: missing Adam Hazrin's daddy big time. Priority for applying given to him. So if you know who you are, please register now! LOL.

it ended: 2334.
19 May 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Mangkuk Tingkat

2009-05-04T11:00:00.001-07:00

Hey, I'm bored. Anyway, I met the usuals on Sunday for Huda's brother's wedding reception. Mas, Arif, Izan, Ain & Sarah. Saw Atiqa, Izzati & Janet there. It was okay. Fiza O was one of the DJs. Nearing to the end of the event, Fiza was like asking the guests some riddles. Who answers correctly will get a prize. I got TWO correct. So TWO prizes for me. Haha. Kalau kambing jadi ikan, ikan jadi apa? Jadi BANYAK lah. Dalam banyak-banyak tingkat, tingkat apa yang takde nombor? MANGKUK TINGKAT duhh! Hahaha! Kesian cameraman. Whatever sey. Nevermind. Anyway, thanks Huda for inviting and for the prize. Abang dia handsome la sey. Dapat anak confirm lawa. Huda, suroh anak abang kau tunggu anak aku kay. Lol. I think that should be all la eh.

Btw, I went for my first Adiratna training just now (ytd). It was okay. But my pitching and clapping cannot make it sey. Need to train. Who knows, when I graduate, I might be able to sing. HAHAHA! A LA EH WA! Cheydeybah.

I still love you la.

it ended: 0150.
05 May 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Lost Love

2009-05-02T11:24:00.001-07:00

Baking class yesterday was okay. In case you people don't know, I went for ice cream making class last Saturday alone cause mummy was working. And yesterday I went for Barbie cake & cartoon decoration class with mummy & Aunty Eunice. I was sleepy the whole time but I managed to design my own cake. Although it wasn't up to standard, it was nice cause it was Barney! I loike! I'm going to practise making my ice cream when I have time to spare. Maybe I'm going to make some for Yai's birthday. Maybe. Hahaha. Bought stockings at Woodlands pasar malam. The thicker type, since mummy got duped by the aunty. Whatever la. She'll get her just desserts for her actions. (:

I'm still not over you. Am I stupid for feeling so? I told myself I'll forget you. And I thought it was easy because I'm happier now with my friends and school. But I was wrong. The more I wanted to forget, the more I think of you and yearn for your love and attention. Tapi apakan daya, I can't get what I want. This morning, mummy said that I was still holding on to him who left. As far as I know, I let him go. And now, I want him back. But what I don't understand is how did mummy know my feelings? I thought I never show them publicly. And then she told me that kak lia asked her why I always look moody after school. And I was like, was I? I didn't even realise it. Seriously. Except for Tuesday, I thought I was ok. I really don't know what's happening to my life. I told myself and others that I'm strong. I show them likewise. But deep inside, I'm as weak as jelly. Even jelly can stabilise itself. Even the Leaning Tower of Pisa can stand until now. I really don't know who to confide in. I lost trust in almost everyone. I'm sorry to say that. I may trust my friends regarding other stuffs but not this. You told me to treasure my friends but in return, did they treasure me? I don't know. Ask them yourself. Actually, I don't understand myself. I told myself I won't be with him anymore. Seriously, I won't. Even if he asked me that question, my answer would probably be no. Despite this, I still crave for his undivided attention. I know that's not fair. For him and also for me. I know it's not right. I should let you go and out of my life. But the thoughts of you still linger. I would do anything to throw it all away but I just don't have the heart to do it, which makes me weak. You told me you'd still be my friend but I forgot friends don't talk to each other every day. So now, I'm not going to try to forget you anymore. Instead, I'm going to do my very best
to forget you. I'm sorry if this hurts you. You can confront me about it, no problem. But I just have one thing to say: you hurt me alot more than this, I have forgiven but I won't forget.
"I don't know if I still love you". Even so, I might not be strong enough to face the fact that you've moved on. So let's take it slow and steady, babe. Don't worry, LATT, iifaa, latifah, latti, minachi, girl and many others are all with you all the way. You know they love you, and you love them too. (:

And to dearest love,
I will still keep my promise to you, regardless whether you remember it or not. I don't know if you have found the key. If you have, maybe you threw it away or you just didn't want to unlock it. That's up to you. I can't force you. Anyway, take care okay. I know people are sceptical about us. So find someone suitable for you aites. And you still owe me roti john, please and discount from F&O. (: and one last thing, I'll still be ready for hulahula~ anytime for one good reason; love. It makes me love you even more.
From your then-love.

Forever, you'll be my baby.

it ended: 0223.
03 May 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Surprise Shock

2009-05-01T11:32:00.001-07:00

Earlier this week, I felt abit jealous. But right now, I feel angry. It seems like I've been fooled or something. First of all, I don't understand why you must tell me about the date. Is it to spite me? Or is it just for fun or rather you feel obliged to tell me? I don't know. But that's still okay. It was okay until I found out you lied to me. Why did you? She never said yes. But you told me she did. Why? Cause I said I haven't been in contact with her for so long? So you thought that I won't find out? Perhaps you should know that we're damn close. We share almost everything with each other. And even if we don't talk to each other, or we always fight, we do update each other once in a while. So there's no escape. If lying to me wasn't enough, lying to her doesn't make it better. Since when was I busy? Did you even ask me? So now I'm not required to be there? If you can tell me about the date, why didn't you tell me you wanted to meet her? Cause it was last minute? Or cause you didn't want me to know? Or was it supposed to be private? If it was, asal bawak rombongan? Takot jumpe sorang2? Dah jumpe pastu buat hal sendiri. Pikir kelakar pe? Buang mase orang tau tk. I don't know what's your motive but all I have to say is that don't waste your time. You're not her type, seriously. You know I feel so ashamed right now. Cause you're my friend and I introduced you to her. And now, you're doing this. What if this matter is known by my family? People will say my friends are all tak betul. Because of you only, all my friends are being labelled as such. Is it fair? You tell me. Not only my friends, but I will be labelled as one who doesn't know how to choose friends. What the fuck. It's not even my fault. But they won't know. And I can't explain alone. At last, I'll suffer. It's like I have no other problems in my life and that I could manage some more. I'm on the verge of breaking down right now, not because of this cause you're not worth my tears, seriously. I have too many problems to handle, be it school, family, friends, myself and my lost love. So I'll appreciate it if you stop giving me problems. Even though you don't realise it. I wouldn't want our friendship to end just like that. I see you as a brother, so don't make me lose my trust for you. Think about it, dear. She's not interested in you.

I need psychological help.

it ended: 0231.

02 May 2009.

till next time.

mucho loves.

iifaa

School

2009-05-01T09:42:00.001-07:00

Sorry for MIA-ing. Been busy with school. I don't think I will update about those that I promised.

But now I will talk about school, as a first year
student in Ngee Ann Polytechnic.

I won't call myself a freshie cause I'm so not one in NP. Faham-faham je la ye. :D

Wokay let's start. I decided to name my first week in school "The Faiz Week".

Mainly because I see him every day without fail coincidently.

Monday: at Boon Lay Interchange before school.

Tuesday: on the MRT to school. Wednesday: Makan Place? I forgot.

Thursday: on the bus to school and Makan Place. Friday: Block 46 IT Helpdesk.

Even so, we never talk to each other before. Hahaha.

Macam tkde orang lain nk jumpe. Jodoh-jodoh tkde uh. Ku serahkan pada takdir.
CHEY!

Anyway, first week was ok. Lessons have commenced. Some were easy others were not. But that's ok.

Made new friends. Namely, Renkai aka Tom-my, Jamie aka Eddy's Darling, YaYan, Ivan aka Dragonboater, Musa aka Aliff Aziz etc.

And not forgetting, Shijie aka BF. Hahaha. I want nobody, nobody, but you!

Oh ya, first week was hectic cause of Dance4Fund. Had to stay back every day to rehearse.

On the actual day, Thursday, we did our best, even though we didn't win, it was predicted. Haha.

I didn't expect to win anyway. Btw thanks to the Fs for coming even though you guys left early and didn't see me perform.

And also thinking that I danced with the NRA people. Hahaha. I'm not that talented.

And to complete the week, I joined Malay Cultural Club under Dikir Barat.

I also lepak-ed with Afiq, and Zul and his classmates before queuing for Ben&Jerry's Free Cone. Puas hati beb.

Second week was okay too. Maybe better maybe not. It was kind of draggy. But when it was Thursday, it seemed to have passed fast.

Just like the first week, the 2^nd week has a name too, "The Pehan Week". Hahaha. It was Pehan's turn to see tkde org lain but me.

Monday: Canteen 1 after school while waiting for Adiratna gathering to start.

Tuesday: Makan Place. 1^st time I tegur-ed him. Terperanjat nmpk bang. Hahaha.

Wednesday: on the bus to school. Thursday: saw him running for the bus at interchange while waiting for Jamie Darling.

No Friday. Labour Day baby. (:

ALOT of things happened this week. I'll talk about them in discreet in later posts. This I promise cause I see the need to.

I miss my baby

it ended: 0040.

02 May 2009.

till next time.

mucho loves.

iifaa

Down to the Ground

2009-04-28T09:05:00.001-07:00

Have you ever felt that you're not alone but indeed you are?

Have you ever felt that all the people around you are damn irritating?

Have you ever felt like crying because your life sucks without them?

Have you ever felt that maybe you have no life at all?

I felt all those today. I was in my own world that I seemed unsociable to others.

I didn't have the mood to talk, laugh and have fun after the clock strike 11 today.

I didn't know why that happened. It just happened. For a couple of reasons of course.

Basically I spent half of my time in school waiting. I was late for IS today.

My class was supposed to start at 8. I reached clementi at 8. How's that?

Saw my new friend, Iryani and went to school together. Will talk about him in future posts.

IS was B to the O to the RING. OMG. Whatever about that.

We finally found out that we need not attend the last period if we don't want to. How cool is that.

Then my lonely mood came about. I lingered alone at LSCT for 1h not knowing what to do.

I don't blame anyone for this. Seriously. But just please be more considerate. In any way.

I won't talk much about it cause I care and I can't live without them. (:

Oh ya, I met mards, jai, marie and atin for lunch. But I couldn't eat. I just couldn't.

Atin had to buy floorball thingy at BB so we 61-ed there. We were separated on the bus.

so I had some privacy. You know what I did?

I suddenly thought of watching a movie. Since it's still early. And I really wanted to watch 17 Again.

So I checked the movie schedule for ENGWAH and GV. Decided to go GV.

She alighted before the interchange. I took MRT to JP. And rushed to the cinema.

Luckily for me, the movie hasn't started. Felt awkward at first but heck care la.

I'm relieving my stress. (: and i felt good. Thanks for Zac's touching words.

Bought 2 packets of M&Ms for $2 and takoyaki. Yumsss. Felt really good, thanks to myself.

And to afiq, i told you because i know you won't say I'm crazy or weirdo for doing what i did.

Anyway, thanks for wanting to listen. I love you la sey. But i love EHEMEHEM more.

You know i know la eh. :D btw afiq, don't forget tml ok. Serious ah. If not, i emo big time sial. Hahaha.

it ended: 2356.

28 April 2009.

till next time.

mucho loves.

iifaa

ENTHUSIASM STRIKES

2009-04-13T05:07:00.000-07:00

HELLO BABIESSSSSSSSS!
I'M BACK FROM FATAYAT!
DID YOU MISS ME?

i'm still super busy as ever with school starting soon.
so all the updates might have to wait.
will be going for HS FOC on wednesday until friday.

I, Latifah Mohamad Ibrahim, hereby announce that my course, Diploma in Optometry,
HAS NO COOL OR HOT GUYS. ALL VERY KENTALS TO THE MAX. OMG.
how am i supposed to survive for three years?
for goodness sake, i'm the only malay female.
nevertheless, i'm still excited for school! will overcome all challenges.
i've experienced failure once. never am i going to accept any more of that.
god forbid that i'll fail again. insya allah i can and will do it.

LOOK OUT NP HEALTHSCIENCES OPTOMETRY
LATIFAH MOHAMAD IBRAHIM WILL ROCK THE SHITS OUT OF YOU.

how's that baby? (:

it ended: 2240.
13 April 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.

iifaa

(:

2009-04-09T05:12:00.001-07:00

am leaving for FATAYAT NIGHT at Assyakirin tomorrow
will be back with updates on that and more.
1. Sportscamp 09/10 Sentosa Outing
2. IJC visit
3. Mummy's Day Out
no photos for all. photos on Sentosa at facebook. (:

when i return, maybe it'll be your lucky day.
Latifah Mohamad Ibrahim in tudung. PRETTAY! :D

miss me okay.

it ended: 2020.
09 April 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

What The Heck

2009-04-06T07:24:00.000-07:00

ytd i had a weird dream. here goes.
i was online in the wee hours of the day. with PERMISSION!
i received messages on my blog. NOT TAG! from Azzrul's gf :S
she commented on my past relationship with kal :S
then i got pissed and replied. i also told Azzrul about it.
the next minute, the both of them were behind me, at the dining table.
surprisingly, i was using a computer, not my laptop.
& it was just outside my parents room. it was supposed to be in my room.
and the whole dream consisted of only that scene but 3 different nights, no days.
they were eating, i was surfing. 3 different nights, doing the same things.
then mak entered frame. she talked to them. about me & kal! :S
then Azzrul came up to me & talked. i forgot what about.
then mak and the gf continued talking. sakit hati dok.
then i woke up.

WHY IN THE WORLD DID I DREAM ABOUT AZZRUL AND HIS GF?
takde kene mengene siol. abeh topik pasal kal pulak tu. sungguh tak perlu siol.

it ended: 2305.
06 April 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

TENS

2009-04-04T03:31:00.000-07:00

i got tagged by scandaliciousbaby. thanks alot!
but because i love you so, i did it, FOR YOU.

TEN QUESTIONS

1. Are you single - single and available
2. Are you happy - kinda
3. Are you bored - kinda
4. Are you fair - no, i'm dark
5. Are you Italian - spanish. (:
6. Are you intelligent - DUH. haha
7. Are you honest - most of the time.
8. Are you nice - errrr yes?
9. Are you Irish - portugese. (:
10. Are you Asian - singaporean :D

TEN FACTS

1. Full Name - Latifah Mohamad Ibrahim
2. Nice names - Latifah Mohamad Ibrahim :D
3. Birth Place - National University Hospital, Singapore.
4. Hair Colour - brown black
5. Natural hair style - as it is.
6. Eye colour - dark brown
7. Birthday - 3 days after Singapore National Day 18 years ago
8. Mood - bored
9. Favourite colour - RED
10. One favourite place you like to visit - home?

TEN QUESTIONS

1. Have you been in love - yes
2. Do you believe in love at the first sight - maybe
3. Do you currently have a crush - maybe
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - yes
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - maybe
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - yes
7. Have you ever liked someone but never tell them - everytime
8. Are you afraid of commitment - no
9. Who was the last person you hug in school - AZTEC!
10. Who was the last person you said i love you to - does sms count? him.

TEN THIS OR THAT

1. Love or lust - love
2. Hard liquor or beer - what's the difference? but right now, craving for vodka (:
3. Cats or dogs - CATS!
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - good friends.
5. Creamy or Crunchy - Crunchy, yet creamy
6. Pencil or Pen - Pencil
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Wild night out
8. Money or Happiness - Happiness
9. Day or night - Day
10. IM or phone - IM

TEN HAVE YOU EVER

1. Been caught sneaking out - i have yet to try it. i'll tell you soon.
2. Seen a polar bear - INUKA!
3. Done something you regret - maybe. don't regret, learn from it.
4. Bungee jumped - not yet. I WANT PLEASE!
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - maybe
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - what's that?
7. Been caught naked - DUH
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - maybe
9. Cried because you lost your pet - sad but no tears (:
10. Wanted to disappear - of course.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER

1. Smile or eyes - smile 1st then eyes.
2. Light or dark hair - dark with light streaks
3. Hugs or kisses - hugs.
4. Shorter or taller - taller than me!
5. Intelligence or attraction - attraction.
6. Topman or Zara - Topman
7. Funny or serious - Funny
8. Older or younger - Older
9. Outgoing or quiet - Outgoing
10. Sweet or bad - Sweet

TEN HAVE YOU'S

1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - hell yeah. REWIND REPLAY!
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - is four hours enough?
3. Ever tried walking on your hands - retarded bunch of idiots.
4. Ever been to a rock concert - does Lovehunters gig count? haha. yes.
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team - yup.
6. Ever been on a dance team - Broadway/Hiphop IJC!
7. Ever been on a sports team - yes. ULTIMATE FRISBEE! etc.
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - yup.
9. Ever own a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bently - of course. make yourself free for my exhibition.
10. Ever been on a rap video - homemade maybe. haha.

TEN LASTS

1. Last phone call you made - home
2. Last person you hugged - i forgot.
3. Last person(s) you hung out with - AZTEC peeps. or does waiting for the bus count? that would be afiq. lol.
4. Last time you worked - last year.
5. Last person you talked to - ppl at home?
6. Last person you IM'd - afiq
7. Last person you texted - afiq. that was last night. i'm a lonely person.
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - afiq. omg he's my fav person right now. NGENG!
9. Last person(s)/thing(s) you missed - HIM. IJC!
10. Last website visited - www.m1.com.sg haha.

TEN PEOPLE TO DO

kal atin salleh aifa syasya
izan afiq azzrul iris diana

it ended: 1947.
04 April 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Happy Birthday Daddy

2009-04-03T08:14:00.000-07:00

today is daddy's birthday (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY
you are 44 today. you are still young according to me.
semoga dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki dan dikabulkan semua doamu.
semoga dirahmati juga oleh Allah SWT. Amin.
sorry no photos. too handsome :D

so i woke up early today at 1015. i made brownies.
instant of course. cos i alr bought it at shengsiong. make do with what's there.
i made two batches. one for home, the other divided onto two parts.
one for mak&family. the other for afiq.
then i went to bp to mak's place. to send the brownies and to take cocktail jelly.
mak made for the bday boy. abang orang birthday la katekan. haha.
hanged around; ate, watched TV, browse for vcds.
borrowed Hum To Mohabbat Karega & Iklim Karaoke from her. haha.
then off to meet afiq. at phoenix. rode arsyad's bike to petirlrt.
it was a hell of a ride. well, for me. nvm.
met afiq, gave him the brownies. he said his friends are also waiting for it.
since he's at his friend's place, painting the room, so he told them about it.
i was like wth there's only 10 small pieces! ohnvm.
we sat at the bustop while waiting for 180. omg that bus ah. perangai siol.
oh ya, he damn action la. we were walking to the bustop right.
then he put out his hand and said, "my new phone"
damn jealous ok. Nokia 5800 Express Music! i also want!
either that or SE C902. please daddy. i'm still waiting for the M1 voucher.
then i meddled with it. i was super jakun. excited gile babi tkleh angs dok.
sabar faa sabar. haha. we talked and laughed and waited.
at last it came. we said our goodbyes and separated.
wanted to drop by jp but changed my mind and went straight home.
watched soccer & out to dinner. went to Al-Azhar at Bukit Timah.
went home and here i am. omg i'm so boring. bear with me. haha.

it ended: 2359.
03 April 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Seribu Bintang

2009-04-02T07:21:00.000-07:00

izan dedicated this sajak to me.
one day, we were talking then he suddenly said,
"eh got idea for sajak!"
so i told him to write one for me since it was my story.
but now i forgot what it was about.
so i'm gonna try to understand it.
& at the same time, i'm gonna wait for izan's explanation on monday.
stay tuned for it okay!
enjoyss.

Seribu Bintang

berguruh sepi hujan tiada

pulau yang bersendiri dikunjungi jua

berkembang bunga limau kasturi

manis baunya masam tidak rasanya

membuat si pengunjung terpaku terpikat

dari hari ke minggu

ditemani bayu nyanyian si ayu

sumbang kerana tersumbat tidak

tertawa sejenak terpegun semula

tetap ada tidak kemana

semakin hari semakin lama

dari sendiri kini bejentera

lihat tiada sesiapa akan berpaling tadah

kerna hanya disitu hujan

dan juga mentari

dan jikalau ada seorang dua yang pergi

usahlah mengerja dan melari

kerna ribut akan berhenti

dan ramai lagi yang menanti

seribu yang ada usah kerna seorang diri bencana

idaman hati siapa yang tidak ingini

cari mencari yang terjadi tetap misteri

bab akan berakhir jua

cerita baru akan bermula

kerna ada seribu bintang pandanglah ke atas sana

it ended: 2240.
02 April 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Elaborated Recap

2009-04-01T07:22:00.000-07:00

27 March

he is Syukran. he's my new love. :D
he's no longer a crybaby. he loves me.
he was the star at cik yan's house.
CHEERS TO SYUKRAN!
daddy had some business matters to settle with cik yan & cik jo.
maklumlah dah jadi business dealer. haha.
so they had the meeting at cik yan's.
& man & i tagged along. fetched mummy from work.
& off to woodlands. & since it's still early, we dropped by wak lah's place.
then off to cik yan's until late. (:

28 March

Ayeesha's Supergirl Party was the bomb. :D
had some misunderstandings at home. left in a hurry.
a lil pissed off. whatever.
off to Aloha Loyang. damn it was packed. cars were lined up.
btw, the games were hilarious.
the food is nice. indian yeah.
ice cream was perfect dessert.
the cake was ok. chocolate but not my type.
we bought her a Barney backpack. i want it. but wth.
i got goodybags! thks kak su.
then fetched atok at simei & home sweet home.
mummy & kak lia semangat Earth Hour.
switched off lights but turned on TV. MANJALARA cannot be missed.

sportscamp outing will be updated later.
as soon as i overcome my lazyness to edit & upload the pics.
think i'm gonna hit the sack now. i've been sleeping & waking up late.
just now, i slept for 12 hours straight.
i officially got out of bed at 1700h.
i slept at 0500. doing nothing with lappyiifaa. OMG.
ohwell, this has to stop no matter what.

it ended: 2340
01 April 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Kasih Seorang Lelaki

2009-03-31T11:42:00.000-07:00

i wrote something in my notebook before sportscamp.
i wanted to post it here. but some things happened.
& i changed my mind. but now, since i've nothing to do.
or rather, i don't know what to blog about besides my life.
i shall tell you what i wrote. (:
it's in malay. so if you don't understand, i can't translate it for you.
it will defeat the purpose of me writing it.
understand it to understand me

Kasih Seorang Lelaki

Aku rindu kasih seorang lelaki
Kasih tidak semestinya cinta
Yang memegang daguku bila aku berpaling
Dan menariknya perlahan menatap wajahnya
Aku tersipu malu

Aku rindu kasih seorang lelaki
Kasih tidak semestinya cinta
Yang merenung tepat ke mataku
Sambil tersenyum dan berkata "iifaa, i love you"
Aku tersenyum manis

Aku rindu kasih seorang lelaki
Kasih tidak semestinya cinta
Yang mendekatkan bibirnya ke dahiku
Lalu singgah ke pipiku, kucupan mesra tanda kasih
Aku tergelak manja

Aku rindu kasih seorang lelaki
Kasih tidak semestinya cinta
Yang membiarkanku bersandar di bahu dan dadanya
Dan membalas kucupan di bibirnya dengan penuh manja
Aku terasa ingin dicinta

comments okays.

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!
may your pranks succeed today!

it ended: 0303.
01 April 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Recap

2009-03-31T10:47:00.000-07:00

it's almost a week since i last updated.
but i'm really super duper lazy.
i'm so sorry to my beloved readers. if there are. (:
well, first, let's recap my week.
27 March: cik yan's house visit.
28 March: Ayeesha's Supergirl Party
29 March: jemputans & marsiling with wak lah's family
30 March: marsiling again with mil, fir & wak lah
31 March: SENTOSA SPORTSCAMP OUTING!
shall update more later. with photos. :D

it ended: 0241.
01 April 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Hike to Civilisation

2009-03-27T09:52:00.000-07:00

26 March 2009
unprofessional hiking
attended by:

ok so the five of us met at woodlands int.
supposedly at 12pm but all were late except iman.
i reached at 1pm. haha. then we went on search for iman.
he waited for over an hour. sory scandaliciousbaby.
& so we took 963 to alexandra rd. oh ya i forgot the most important thing.
it was afiq's 1st meeting with my beloved cousins.
i decided to introduce nurul to him. so we can hang out together in future.
so this is just a kickstart to everything. maybe after this, he'll get invited for our gatherings.
& one more thing; he's not my bf! right, scandalousbuddy? haha.
k now he's my brother, ok bang. :D
k then we went straight to the forest walk. the steel boardwalk. haha.
we didnt go hortpark, as much as i wanted too. but nevermind.
the trail was scenic but scary when you look down. it feels as if your head is spinning.
well, i have fear of heights but sometimes i don't really care.
we camwhored along the way. rested for awhile. then continued our hike to hendersonwaves.
like finally, we reached. i mean i reached there. i havent been there before ok.
then we camwhored again. talked shouted danced jumped ran climbed ate.
i brought tuna sandwiches, which was why i was late. (:
then we moved on. to mount faber park. we reached JewelBox where the cablecars are.
camwhored-cum-rest. then down to marang trail.
& finally reached civilisation. damn it was tiring.

Happily Trapped (:
we finished the hike in 2hours. woah.
& so we freshened up at vivocity. then went in search of food.
the build-a-bear workshop is cool. i want one bear please. (:
fickle minds = late food supply
ended up in LJS. i was super hungry but then too full cos i drank alot of coke.
couldn't finish it. they were saying i was on diet. i can't be on diet.
i'm always hungry. but nowadays i just have no appetite.
then we ventured vivo & to the sky/waterpark. camwhored again. haha.
then i had a massive stomachache. i just had to fart. but i couldn't.
i sat alone helplessly, holding on to the railing. then i lied down with them.
at last, i couldn't take it anymore. it was cramps plus gastric.
i almost fainted but i didn't want people to know. so i endured.
& reached the ladies safely. CHEY! haha.
then we walked out cos dearest afiq just had to relieve himself.
fresh air otak kau. haha.
i was still feeling sick so i didn't stop him from doing it. pakse2 tk bagos. XD
then we 963-ed home. i alighted at bukitbatok.
afiq at bukitpanjang. the rest at woodlands.
mummy & daddy fetched me. so that ended my day.

Photo of the Day!
dont ask me why it's very bright. i'm still finding out. (:
Muhammad Afiq
my new friend
my companion
my brother (:
alermak nakal siol. haha.
thanks for everything even though we've only met like 3 times.
but those 3 times seemed like 3years. or maybe more.
a friend like you is loved & treasured.
we'll keep this friendship alive & kicking in us ok. deep inside our hearts.
eh pantat, if you got gf don't forget your adik here ok.
harapkan pagar, pagar makan burger.
loves,
iifaa♥

it ended: 0613.
28 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Unnamed

2009-03-26T08:44:00.000-07:00

just now, or rather ytd, was funfunfun with everyone!

we walked from forestwalk to hendersonwaves to marangtrail.
all the way to vivocity. cool or what. yeahbaby.
skipped hortpark though. nvm.
shall be back with photos. as soon as i get it from nurul.
stay tuned!

PS: MY ANKLE IS STILL SWOLLEN AFTER ONE WEEK! & i actually don't care. (:

it ended: 0001.
27 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Meetup

2009-03-25T08:21:00.000-07:00

i can't wait for tomorrow to come.

i'll be out with nurul, iman & afiq.
well, i introduced nurul to afiq. so it's gonna be their 1st meeting.
we're going to HortPark & HendersonWaves. yay!
i can't wait to meet them. i miss them all. :]
i miss afiq damn bad. haha. i think i miss your mepekness ah.
cos since i got back from camp, there's no more crapiness around me. (:
make sure you take your nonsense pill tml ok. then entertain me. lol.
ok. i think i'm gonna hit the sack now. long day tml!
& scandalicious baby, don't be jealous ok. i miss you too. lol.

i'm not sure if fir's tagging along. jgn step busy eh.

it ended: 2340.
25 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Sportscamp 09/10

2009-03-25T06:52:00.000-07:00

HEYHEYHEY!

I'M BACK FROM SPORTSCAMP!
OMG I'M SO DAMN SHAG (however you spell it. haha)
BUT I STILL MISS IT. ESP AZTEC!
say say say AZTEC POWER SIOL!
to aztecs, pleasepleaseplease organise an outing soonish. before school starts aites. (:

well, i went to sportscamp alone. but took the train to clem with zul & mail.
then met joycelyn & santhea when we got off the bus. haha.
then met my group. salleh's one of my GLs. so i guess it's gonna be ok.
i'm in orange grp; Aztec. no longer in purple; Spartans.
someone named Zaid called me when i was in the cinema with afiq.
he told me to wear purple. then sms-ed me his number.
after that, i was super excited & told afiq, "i reli hope this zaid guy is cute sia" lol, i knw.
then at night, someone named Usman called telling me to wear orange.
he said there's some cockup. (he didn't really said cockup la. haha.)
then he said our group is Aztec.
i was like, "huh? Aztec? oh ok." well, Aztec was part of Asperazca, IJC Orientation'08.
then i found out that one of my GLs, Azzrul was from IJC. no wonder he look damn familiar.
ok so basically we had lots of fun during the camp. yay!

guess what.
i sprained my ankle and scraped my knee
on the FIRST DAY!
i sat out for frisbee, touchrugby, volleyball.
but i did a shoulder sit in cheerleading. proud sia. lol.
lightsout: 2330h.
then 2nd day, i skipped morning run. haha. but played other games.
my ankle was swollen. but wth i don't care.
lightsout: 0015h.
3rd day, DRAGONBOAT.
once in a lifetime moment. but i won't join as cca ah. too strenuous. lol.
lightsout: 0200h. but i slept at 0400h. (:
4th day was the best.
JACUZZI PARADISE. TEHPENG&ICEMILO SPA.
thanks eh salleh. haha. nvm i love you still, buddy. :D
then washed up and all. got ready for home.
final goodbyes = tears.
I LOVE YOU AZTEC.
MISS Y'ALL.
XOXO, Latifah.

cheerleading showcase (i can't sit)

AZTEC representatives

AZTEC GLs
xinyi teacher; salleh donaldduck; kiefer cuteboy; usman(CGL) hot matrep; azzrul handsome shuffler; adrian emokid; galvin smileyface
where's jiaying pink?

one big happy family; AZTEC

AZZRUL; this's for you. smile somemore. (:
that's Zaid & Michael from Spartans. the cute guys. (: ok enough.

it ended: 2315.
25 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Post-BRB

2009-03-23T07:12:00.000-07:00

omg i so do not have time to update

i'm so sorry guys.
btw latest update about me:
1. i'm back from SPORTSCAMP 09/10
2. i'm damn chaodar omg
3. i miss AZTEC ):

SAYSAYSAY AZTEC POWER SIOL
YEAHBABY YEAHBABY YEAHYEAH YEAHBABY

Sportscamp 09/10's Most Bonded Group
will be back with more photos and updates (:

it ended: 2237.
23 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Pre-BRB

2009-03-22T08:02:00.000-07:00

btw i forgot to blog about this.
when i was watching movie with afiq that day, someone named zaid called me.
he told me to wear purple as that's our group's colour.
then i was telling afiq that i was super excited for sportscamp & i really hope zaid is cute.
haha. must have cute GLs then hyper what. lol. nonsense.
then at night, someone called usman called telling me to wear orange.
according to him, there's some misunderstanding. so i'm in his group, Aztec.
so that's ok. then the next day, i called salleh. asked him some stupid questions.
found out that he's one of my GLs. & we started swearing each other. lol.
then i called zul. asked him accompany me to PM to buy ziplock.
he was like, "alamak leceh sak nak organise." haha. zulzul. aku nye suke la.
but being the bestest friend ever, he agreed. aku sayang kau zul. :D
then we ate. haha. talked about the latest issue.
the so-called love triangle. chey mcm betul aje. i'm not in love/like at the moment.
then he told me something.
zul: eh kwn aku GL utk sportscamp tau. name die zaid.
(eh my friend is a GL in sportscamp. his name's zaid)
me: huh? serious? aku kenal tk?
(huh? really? do i know him?)
zul: ntah. die jack ah.
(duno. he's a jack)
me: huh? serious? eh no die ____ kan?
(his no _____ right?)
zul: ah betul ah.
(ya correct)
me: die call aku dok smlm.
(he called me ytd sia)
then i told him the story.
zul: oh. haha. die cute/handsome tau. die cm botak2 sikit ah. tpi cute.
(oh. haha. he's quite cute/handsome. he's abit botak ah. but cute)
omg zul just said another guy's cute. haha. oh well.
but can't deny la. that zaid is cute. but he's not botak. wth sia zul.
he just has this small kid face. compared to other jacks, he looked junior. lol.
btw, i somehow thinks he knows me. that look on his face ah.
i shall not comment. it shall be kept in my heart. youknowiknow. CHEY!
anw, if you happen to read this, i'll say
HELLO! nice to meet you. let's be friends. (:
omg did i just do that. haha.

next up:
Sportscamp Update
with photos!
stay tuned!

it ended: 1850.
25 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

BRB

2009-03-17T09:45:00.000-07:00

I CAN'T WAIT FOR SPORTSCAMP
I'M GONNA BE AWAY TILL SATURDAY
SHALL TRY TO UPDATE BY SUNDAY
DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH
I LOVES YYYOOOUUU!
SPORTSCAMP, BE PREPARED
I'M GONNA BRING THE HOUSE DOWN
YEAH BABY
iifaa's gonna be there. (:

it ended: 0052.
18 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Monday Surprise

2009-03-17T08:05:00.000-07:00

monday was full of surprises.
i met afiq at np. i really wanted to go for foc.
so i asked him along to the convention centre.
i was late. it was surprising that he was early. chey. haha.
i was still at jrngeast when he reached np. oh well. thks for waiting.
when we met, we were like, "Eh brown!"
well, we both wore brown. coincidentally.
we were stopped by HP promoters. cb bag besar barang totetlet siak. nvm.
then off we went to CC, only to find out that the quota for foc is full.
FOR GOODNESS SAKE, I'M ON WAITING LIST! sedih sak.
then we thought of eating and walked to KAP McD.
i totally forgot that it's still breakfast. haha. i had my ever craved Big Breakfast. :D
while eating, he was like, "Eh, nak tgk wayang? I just feel like it."
since it's his treat, i agreed. haha. so we 157-ed to jrngpt.
bought 2 tix for Marley & Me. 1st stop: House of Jamu. haha.
biaselah nak muke cantik kan. kenelah stock up on facial products. lol.
then we walked around. & suddenly he asked, "Eh sini ade kedai pets?"
semangat nak beli hamster. haha.
we escalated down to the basement. saw if aka ifix aka iftiqal working at F&O.
both of us know him. so you know.
pets station was boring. haha. off we went to the movies.
well, it was my 1st time watching movie with a guy besides you-know-who.
but i guess there's nothing special.
Marley&Me was omg touching. i almost cried. haha.
i heard sniffles & i was like, "afiq, jgn nangis la sial." haha.
but he wasn't. guaranteed. (:
popcorn wasn't even halfway finished. we were too lazy to open our mouths.
i know. wth. then i bought shorts at sportslink. & we walked home.
i lead the long way so he knows how big jurong is. haha.
then we reached my place & i accompanied him at the bustop.
i was sending Can I Have This Dance to him when 243 came.
so we let it leave even though he could have board it.
however, i, being the taknak-malu kind of person, told him to wait. haha.
but i think it's a wrong move. oh well.
we saw him. he ignored. bus came. he left. we parted.
i can't say this enough. i know we're just friends. but others don't. & we can't blame them.
common assumptions. remember the bloody term?
enough said. i'm not gonna do anything.
period.

it ended: 0045.
18 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Sunday the 15

2009-03-17T07:30:00.000-07:00

let's start my week with sunday, Boy's wedding.

here's the twist: Boy or his real name, Kamaruzzaman is my nephew. haha.
you might be thinking, if my nephew is married, when's my turn.
well, i've been asking myself that too. lol. but he's older la.

you know, extended families. (:
ok that's just it la. met my beloved cousins. wasn't full strength though.
the place was full of matmotors. omg. tak perlu eh. haha.
ok that's all.
btw he was hot that day.

it ended: 2300.
17 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Coming Soon

2009-03-14T08:28:00.000-07:00

the cousins gathered for a movie date today! haha.
we watched Coming Soon. it was boring. but the suspense is superpower.
well, i thought it was only me, nurul, fir & abg antok.
but we asked kak malia & nur along. ali tagged along too.
he was lucky he's tall since he's not 16 yet despite being in sec4 this year. lol.
didn't expect abg azim to come. he was still in his NS uniform. haha.
& shah came too! rindu ah shah. haha. he's still as cute. (:
so that's basically my day ah.
oh ya! i found out abg azim's scared of scary movies! haha.
i tot he's not sey. nevermind. we hug each other. both scream together.

it ended: 1150.
14 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Mere Ajnabee

2009-03-12T07:51:00.000-07:00

have u heard Apit's new song? cool la sey. new genre.

have you ever feel that sometimes a stranger can be your friend?
your tempat mengadu? well, not exactly that.
but have you ever released your dirty little secret to a someone you just knew?
someone you haven't even met? well, i did.
i just felt so comfortable. i don't know why. maybe cos our love stories are similar.
so we decided to share our secrets, our mistakes, our everything.
in our previous relationships.
there wasn't any awkwardness between us, was there? (:
well, that was before we met.
we decided to meet up. just the two of us.
you might be thinking, am i crazy or something?
meeting someone you just knew for barely a week. 5 days to be exact.
i've never done this before. i don't even kenal2 with guys. wth.
but i did. i met him. today. at np. & it was ok.
it didn't seem like we just knew each other. it seemed like we've known for years.
i know. lol. but seriously. we talked like we're old friends.
like i would have talked to zul. all those craps.
there wasn't any shyness or whatever negative thing you might think of.
it was all positive. trust me. (:

well, today, as i said, went well.
i met him. he's supposed to accompany me for my colour vision test.
we were supposed to meet at 1000. but we woke up at 1000. haha.
so i said postpone to 1200. and so i got ready. left home at 1115.
took mrt & reached np. he smsed that he's gonna be late so i went in 1st.
it's not that i don't know the place. oh well.
so i registered for sportscamp. FOC registration full for the day.
maybe i'll come back tml. early in the morning. maybe.
i just wanna share the short conv i had with the incharge of sportscamp booth.
them: hi. u wanna register for sportscamp isit?
me: ya.
them: k. fill in your particulars here. (turning the laptop towards me)
me: ok.
them: so you from which course?
me: optometry.
them: WWWWAAAAAHHHHHH!
me: huh? y? y?
them: new course sia.
i was like wth. is it that big a deal? nevermind.
given their response, i think i'm in a good course.
well, you can't deny that. i'm one out of only 40 who's accepted into optometry.
i'm proud of that. but that shows i must work extra hard. i can't afford to fail anymore.
jiayou LATT! iifaa loves you!
anyways, i spent less than 10min at the convention centre.
cos i was really fast with my colour vision test.
& i aced it. I OFFICIALLY HAVE PERFECT COLOUR VISION. yeah man.
well, then i met him. & we spent a long time deciding where to go.
at last we 52-ed to jrngeast. & alighted at IMM.
still don't know what to do there.
so we ventured, crap, tried to withdraw moolahs but to no avail. haha.
& eat. haha. i was super hungry ok.
then we lepak outside. had fun la overall. thanks eh, new-like-old friend.
btw i was looking through wedding photos outside a bridal shop.
then the person was like, you getting married?.
haha. i looked at him, he looked at me. no way, i'm still a student.
& he's not even my bf. lol.
well, here's a shoutout to you.
Abang Afiq. (: (nak step abg apit konon)
thanks ah eh. don't sad anymore. i'll be here man. chey. & don't stop counting. :D
remember my donut ok. jgn janji mlyu. indian never die!

it ended: 0040.
13 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Dilamun Rindu

2009-03-09T23:02:00.000-07:00

i'm currently obsessed with BBB.
but before that, i listened to dilamun rindu by thaqif & sara.
but this one is better. original.
by Apit. abit slow. kate jiwang kan. (:
enjoysssss. i'll be back soon.
DIMAS BECK HOTHOTHOT!~
i fell in love again and again.

& apit too. :D

it ended: 1410.
10 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Haflah Madrasah Zulfa

2009-03-09T18:23:00.000-07:00

greetings earthlings. (:
i'm so sorry for not updating.
not that anyone care. but whatever.
i actually forgot what i did. but i'm gonna tell you about sunday.
yeah. sunday was Haflah day.
in case you don't know. Haflah is a Madrasah Graduation Ceremony.
was super excited about it. partly cos i can't wait for it to be over.
haha. well, i'm the emcee you see. (hey it rhymes (:)
btw it was superb. it wasn't perfect. but i was goooooooooooood.
haha. perasan. but i don't care.
i had jitters before it started. stomachache. headache.
i keep going to the ladies either to shit or to vomit.
but nothing comes out. i don't know why.
i've never had that kind of feeling. even when i'm nervous.
takleh angkat sey. pehlah sakit. nak muntah takleh. nak berak takleh.
i was even thinking of giving up. serious sey.
but i still did it ah. when i go on stage, sakit sume hilang. haha.
at first, i was shivering ah. the mic in my hand was shaking.
i really hope the audience didn't see it. haha.
i don't know how to say it. but i'm really relieved it's over.
i didn't quite fancy meeting up with my emcee partner.
omg i can't stand it sey. thanks ameer for understanding. it's our secret aite. (;
btw my partner didn't experience the sicknesses but he was super nervous onstage.
u know, first-timers. lol. so i kacau-ed all along. HAH.
the audience kept laughing. daddy was smiling. i loike!
btw mummy told me that daddy said,
"anak you ingat die host children's party."
lol. well, you can't blame me. i'm a child at heart. & the event's more to primary schools kids.
children's party pun buat jugak ape aku suroh. pandai audience. HAHA.
ustazah norasidah was super relieved. at last, she can rest.
next time, i nak lagy k ustazah. haha.
btw there's this new ustazah who came up to me and said,
"latifah eh? i like your voice sey. sedap gitu dengar. macam dj. dari rehearsal aritu i dah suke."
woah. bangge sey. thks ustazah. i forgot your name. you made my day. :D
i think that's it for now. shall watch BBB.
putus nyambung putus nyambung putus nyambung
mcm pernah dengar eh. lol.
RAFFI AHMAD OMG! loves~
oh ya a big shoutout to atin.
THANK YOU FOR COMING DOWN.
even though it was your break & only for a while.
i really appreciate it. i loves yooooouuuuuuuuu.

it ended: 1051.
10 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

LASYAHIL PANACHE

2009-03-06T07:05:00.000-08:00

HELLO HELLO HELLO!
what's up people? i really hope it's the ceiling.
cos if it's not, you better run for your life. (cos the ceiling has fallen)
haha. that's in case you don't know la. lol.
i know i'm super lame. but what the hell.
btw i'm here with the latest update of my life.
chey! sounds so professional huh. lol.

listen here people.
i have launched a BLOGSHOP.
selling all kinds of accessories.
from bracelets to earrings. from brooches to necklaces & pendants.
you name it, we have it.
if we don't, please give suggestions. (:
handmade with tender loving care.
prices are below standard market prices.
and depend on the materials used.
so what are you waiting for?
hurry! visit http://lasyahil-panache.blogspot.com for an accessories galore.
accessories specially for you by LASYAHIL PANACHE.
loves,
iifaa & nurul

it ended: 0000.
07 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

I Did That

2009-03-04T06:40:00.000-08:00

oh ya. i forgot to upload my photo with Rilla Melati.

well, i'm kinda lazy right now. so that'll have to wait.
if i feel like doing it. (: but i like her. she's still slim as ever.
& her son is gonna be the next hot item. haha. handsome dok.

well, i actually have no idea of what to blog about. but i'll just do it. lol.
so just a brief recap of my week.
monday: movie date with atin.
we watched Slumdog Millionaire. i figured it'd be worth paying for.
and true enough, it was. if only Anil Kapoor was Shah Rukh. (:
tuesday: went town with nurul & her mum.
nurul wanted to send her hp for repair at wisma. i reached orchard, finding wak lah with her.
it was cool cos wak lah ain't no typical mum. she loves going out.
but the SE customer service centre was closed.
so we walked to OC for BK. thought of watching movie but unfavourable timings.
so we ventured Heeren, Paragon, Lucky Plaza.
then waited for mummy & explored Tangs. then rested at McD.
and we separated. 7-ed & 185-ed home.

today was the record.
i officially woke up at 1400h.
i officially bathed at 1700h.
for the 1st time, i read the Time Magazine Global Warming Hardcover Issue.
for the 1st time, i tried to memorise my script for Haflah.
lol. ok enough. but i love myself for that.

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE IN THE WORLD
(:

it ended: 2324.
04 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

A Night With The Stars

2009-03-03T07:07:00.001-08:00

i finally got the photos from qid. don't get jealous aite.

Herizal Osman
ex-AnakMetro. (:

Shahrin Azhar
oldtime crush. despite being a dad to 4 kids.

Alyph SleeQ

Syarif SleeQ

Eka Mairina
alamak blur la. but she super pretty.

Rancour
not very nice. but i fell in love with Yuz (far left) that night.
i initially fell for Shahreil (2nd from left).
other members: Had (2nd from right), Hasz (far right).

Ashmi
super cute. i'm almost as tall as him!

Marina Yusof
jambu kan?

Aaron Aziz
i used to go crazy over him & was super upset when he got married. LOL.

Haizad Imram
b! i jatuh cinta! lol.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST!
jengjengjeng

Baihakki Khaizan
you people must be wondering how come i can take with him alone.
of cos the wife not there la. you think if the wife there can take meh?
haha. i waited over a year for this. since their wedding.
at last, i got it. with him ALONE!
I LOVE YOU BAI! but i know you love norfa. lol.

fyi, fauzie didn't come out. i don't know what time he come out.
i left at 0030. dektu kat dalam mencekik tak ingat fans kat luar. ish. nvm.

it ended: 2343.
03 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Oh So Hot

2009-02-27T09:30:00.000-08:00

just reached home.
am still STARSTRUCK.
shall get over it soon.
will update with pictures.
as soon as i get it from qid.
so meanwhile, stay tuned ok baby.

for the record: PESTA PERDANA 10 LIVE, i saw.

it ended: 0140.
28 February 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Kau Hitamku Emas

2009-02-26T08:08:00.000-08:00

diriku bukan lilin
yang memberi cahaya kepada kehidupan orang asing
tetapi diri sendiri terbakar keseorangan
walaupun asing tetap hampir di hati
wajah dan nama ku simpan kejap dalam sanubari

diriku bukan air
hujan yang jatuh menitik di pasir pantai
namun tidak berbuah setelah sekian lama
walaupun selautan telah ditadah
akar ku semai sebagai memori

diriku bukan pungguk
rindu yang menantikan kehadiran bulan disisi
cukuplah sekadar bintang yang menemani
walaupun jua hati berdetik bertanya
kemana hilangnya dia aku seorang diri

ucapkanlah isi hati yang kau pendam selama ini
lafazkanlah kata-kata yang ku idam selama ini
ku tak rela menanti mengharap yang tak pasti

benakku walang bukan kepalang
memikirkan kau yang endah tak endah
emas ku raih hitam ku tendang
sesungguhnya kaulah hitam yang ku maksudkan

Latifah Mohamad Ibrahim

it ended: 0050.
27 February 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Pen Merah Pen Biru

2009-02-23T07:01:00.000-08:00

hey remember i once told you about the mtv thing i took part in?
yeah i kinda forgot to blog about that. haha.
ok let’s start. well, it’s just a matter of helping my dear cousin, wan.
he’s part of the art dept in the making of the music video by singer lynn malik.
don’t know her? go google. lol.
the shooting was in a club called dbl o at mohamed sultan road.
we were virgins in the club. well, i didn’t say the rest were already played with. (:
btw when i say we, i meant aqidah & i. we decided to help wan. nurul couldn’t come cos she had an appointment with the bloody girl. in the end, it was cancelled. wth!
well, the shooting was okay. i won’t comment on anything. in case people are reading. lol.
but it was tiring. even though all we had to do was sit and watch, and act as if we were enjoying ourselves.
well, i think that should be all. i really hope i’ll be featured in that video.
it’s for mtv for god’s, okay let’s not involve god here, goodness sake. (:
good job, crew from ressurection ( i think it’s right). u did a great job even though you’re young.
all except the make up artist. damn! i can’t save my edited photos. urgh! nevermind.
.
pen merah pen biru.
you marah i love you.

it ended: 2354.
23 February 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

After So Long

2009-02-22T06:49:00.000-08:00

the scenery from esplanade's amphitheatre.

the bestest cousin ever. we fight alot, that's why. lol.
(jangan kembang eh makcik)

smile for the camera! (: (taken by scandalous iman)

students for the field trip.
ATTENDANCE:
Muhammad Firdaus
Nurul Ai'ni
Nur Iman
Latifah

reflections. by yours truely. (:
we took two trains home btw.

we: alamak fir. you too fat for the picture la.
fir: eh what fat? im american size ok! (lol. i was saying that all day to defend him.)

i love you guys to bits!

my date for the day.
scandalicious baby.

they aren't together. they're just siblings. lol.
he's younger than me btw. by 4 months 14 days. (:
.
ok so sat (210109) i went lepak-ing with the usuals.
attendance taken above.
and so, we started off by waiting a looooooooong time for fir at city hall.
then at last! he reached. so we walked to the end of citylink mall. to starbucks to see whether rila was working. she wasn't.
then we exited via marina square. & out of there at the nearest exit.
walked down the stairs. saw apek sell ice cream. had a sudden urge to buy it.
so all except fir bought one each.
iman blueberry. nurul ripple. iifaa chocolate. all on bread. yummies.
with our ice creams on hand and in our mouths, we walked towards esplanade.
it's different now outdoors of esplanade with the new amphitheatre and all.
sat by the river. finished our ice cream. talked abit.
.
if your name doesn't have nur or nurul, you are dark.
Nurul Ai'ni
.
then we walked to merlion park, thinking that there's McD there. there's none.
so we walked under the bridge and went onto the deck.
we saw photo shoot. so we decided to have a closer look. busybodies.
so we walked to the other side. towards the padang.
joked about sir stamford raffles.
the photo shoot was neither wedding nor graduation. it was some sort of cosplay.
i finally knew where the indian national army monument site was. aka memo.
i didn't know the padang was there. i thought it was further.
we saw a beautiful fountain.
singaporeans are damn arrogant. they won't wave to anyone on the streets when they're on the ducktour thing. tourists are better. they're friendlier.
then we decided to eat at kampong glam or arab street. so we walked all the way there.
without getting lost. haha. well, i practiced ok. (:
it was maghrib when we entered kampong glam cafe, where we had dinner.
then we walked again to bugis. and ventured bugis street. renovations going on.
we went home. i alighted at woodlands with nurul and fir.
waited for my family to pick me up. in our new car.
haha. it finally arrived.
my parents decided to surprise us after they cancelled the previous deal.
daddy finally got black colour. haha.
off we go home. i loike.
.
ytd(220209), we went jemputan. yadayada.
there was this one guy. who's cute. not my type. but cute.
nice hair. but he wore three-quarter skinnys. and his legs was skinnier than mine!
but he's still cute. i wonder what's his name.
i was embarassed to ask.
nevermind. now i wanna sleep.

it ended: 0036.
23 February 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Supposedly

2009-02-12T07:17:00.000-08:00

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you
.
PERIOD

it ended: 2320.
12 February 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa